I seem to write most of my blogs late at night when I am up alone. Jamie usually goes to bed before me I am the night owl. 🦉 This is when my mind is racing with so much. As with everyone else, I am so sick of Covid of the isolation, the loneliness. I just want to get my vaccine and move on with my life. But that looks like it could be some time yet before we all get vaccinated and are really able to move on with our lives. It makes me sad to think we could have a whole year of this terrible life yet. I would love to say I am rocking it, that would be a lie. I think by now nobody is rocking it. Covid sucks !!!!

We are still living in Edson where Jamie is supposed to be working. But since January 4th the start date keeps getting set back. There are all kind of reasons, safety, government, new regulations etc, etc, etc….. meanwhile we are still waiting here. We have gone back and forth to Edmonton a few times. But it’s really rough because we can’t see anyone or visit family, no need for shopping with Christmas over. Lucky I am able to see my Dad as he is on palliative care. Lucky for him and us. I know this has been really hard for my Dad too. He has been locked up since last March. That’s a very long time. Did I say Covid sucks?

We came to Edmonton this week to do a few things. Doctor appointments and eye doctor Jamie has to take a safety course. But the very best thing of all we got to spend an afternoon and evening with our granddaughters. It was so fantastic they came to our hotel and we ordered supper in and just spent some quality time together. We caught up on all there school stories, friends, classes, covid rules. We totally needed some time with them as it has been almost a year since we all had time alone. I have missed them so very much. It was good for our soul’s. I might just be able to take a little more Covid now. Lol lol

I have found a doctor in Edmonton that does some of the treatments I get in Mexico. But he does not carry my hoxsey nor can he get it for me. That sucks. I think I will get some treatments from him that I am missing. Meanwhile Jamie and I are trying to find a way to go to Tijuana and fill my other supplements such as my hoxsey. But travel is getting harder and harder. Just as we start to think we might go the restrictions get much worse. I totally get it. The rules are in place to keep us all safe. But in keeping me safe I am not getting the supplements I need to keep me cancer free. The stress this continues to put on me is awful. I am terrified for my cancer to come back. I really don’t know how I could handle it again? Or what it would do to Jamie? So fingers crossed and prayers being said I hope we can go to Tijuana sometime in the near future. Covid sucks.

We did have some excitement at our trailer park. At Christmas the guy running the place came to us and said the machine they use for us to pay rent was broken and could not be repaired with Christmas and covid he had no idea when it would be repaired. And they were asking us all to pay cash. I really liked this guy and had become friends with him. We talked to a few other people who all paid cash. I was a little scared to pay. But we got a receipt, so I went on my merry little way. I told Jamie I guess if we see this guy disappears then we know he ran off with the money. But he was there all through Christmas and after too. I felt bad that I was thinking bad about this poor guy. My friend. Then about the 8th of January we were having supper and we see a bunch of police lights and cop cars. Jamie goes out to check …………. and yes you guessed it our guy the one I had become friends with took all the money and kept it. But he was a really bad thief because he stayed there and the owner showed up that night to see there was no money. I don’t know if the guy thought nobody would notice or what? But he was arrested and taken to jail. Do not pass go. The next day he was out of jail with a police escort and he had 30 minutes to pack all his stuff and get out. Yup he did it and he is gone. I guess I am not that good at judging people. 🤪 must be my Covid brain.

I have now got a covid body too. I have gained so much weight. I need to get a handle on it. But I don’t seem to have any willpower. I better find it soon, or I am going to need a whole new wardrobe. Ummmmm maybe that’s the thing I should just get a whole new wardrobe forget about the diet. I might just need to rethink this Covid thing. 👍🏻🤦🏼‍♀️

Jamie and I have now watched about a thousand hours of TV more specific a thousand hours of mini series. We have watched so much TV I can’t believe it. And if anyone has any great mini series they have watched please let us know we have ran out. Lol lol. Covid sucks.

One last thing. When we come to town we usually stay in St Albert and when I book I always book a room with a bathtub because of course we don’t have one in the trailer. That’s the best part of staying in our hotels I soak in the bathtub for hours. I love it and I soooo miss it. Every time we stay there is usually us and maybe two or three other vehicles in the parking lot. It is sad because I don’t know how they keep going with nobody staying in them. BUT every time I call I ask for a room with a tub ( who knew it was so hard to get a tub room? Not me ) anyway they always say just a minute I will check to see if we have a room available? Then we finally get booked and we get here. Nobody is here? They don’t come to our room to clean or change towels …. which is good I don’t want anybody in, I spray it all down to disinfect. They have a tape across the doors to let you know the room is disinfected. They really have high standards and I am happy of that. Tonight we are the only car in the parking lot. I don’t know if they even have staff on tonight, we might just be on our own. Lol lol. Oh Covid I hate you. 🙃🤪

Tonight’s saying : January 28/2021 New Year..New Me New Year Same Me ……. But I am going to love her better than ever❤️

Another: Time stops when loss begins…….In a world that no longer keeps time🧐

Beth 😇