2 Things We Can Live Without

November 28/2016.    Jamie and I went to the Oilers hockey game yesterday afternoon. They didn’t win but I loved seeing the new Rodgers Place what a beautiful building. 

This is my thoughts about yesterday. As I sat in that building with 18 thousand people. It just occurred to me that this many people here and how everyone’s life is just going on. And it feels like mine has stopped moving on. How I was no different than anyone else there as far as anyone could tell but how I felt so different. How cancer dosent show…… There could be hundreds of people there all fighting cancer like me but no one knows who they are.  Not even me.  Although I feel so different. You can’t tell by just looking at me. Or at least not yet. You probably will be able to tell something is up when I have no hair in January. Lol. (You need to laugh at the small things or you would go crazy).  Anyway I guess I am saying. That old saying. Be kind to everyone because you never know the battle other people are going through. It is so true. 

Now on to today. I started my first physotherapy for my pelvis ( second of my 3 problems lol).  I have been off the Walker since just after Halloween. I was so sick of it. Big awkward and always in the way. Jamie bought me a beautiful pink cane. ( my new favourite colour for breast cancer. My family will be so glad to hear this because I love  black , I might just have some pink in my wardrobe now) anyway I was using it but about a week ago I retired it too. Although I was still hobbling. I was sure I could do ok with out. But NO at physio today the therapist told me get back on the cane she said I will do more damage walking the way I was. So out came the cane today again. Mac was bugging me about it so I guess you were right Mac👍🏻. I still need the cane  

After physio today I had a doctor appointment. I had a bone scan last week my breast cancer surgeon had sent me for this. Checking for any more cancers because these 2 were so close together  but finally some good new. No bone cancer (so far). I am trying to be positive. Really I am Mac 😘. 

So now the next test is a body CT scan Friday checking for any more tumours or anything else. Then back to the surgeon on Monday for results and hopefully a plan of action. I am hoping this week goes fast so we can get to the plan sooner than later. 

Night: Beth 😇