January 30/2017 I decided that I wanted to have some before and after pictures of myself. Before surgery, and then after my surgery. So I took some bare naked pictures of myself. Not the prettiest but I wanted to remember my old (56 year old) breasts. I told Jamie that I did this and he … Continue reading Pictures 

January 29/2017  I might not need physio on my arms as they are getting better and better, I used them a lot today. I was pretty proud of myself how much better I am getting. I. Surprised myself lifting stuff and hauling out bags of clothes today.  I cleaned my closets today, a job I … Continue reading PINK 

January 26/2017 I have taken a few days off. Mostly because I really do have a pretty boaring life. I was not going anywhere or doing anything so I had very little to say. But I am back..... I have had a few nice surprises I got a beautiful package delivered to my house on … Continue reading On the Road Again 

January 21/2017 I know the word death scares most people. The truth be told it scares me too. But I wanted to talk about it. I am not talking about it because I think I am dying, although I know that someday I will too. This isn't about just me dying it is about death. … Continue reading Death

January 19/2017  One month today!!! Since I had my double mastectomy. It seems so much longer. But it also seems to me that I should be farther along in my recovery. But the body can only heal so fast.. I can definatley see progress, so let's go with that.  I have had a couple of … Continue reading Cancellation list 

January 17/2017  So my Jamie is off to work and I feel like I did when we were first married and he had to go to work. I never wanted him to go and I would cry and make him feel bad. Well at least I waited until he left to cry. What a baby … Continue reading Sensitive 

January 16/2017 I told Jamie today that I was going to go to physiotherapy, I just feel it is taking to long to get my arms working. I really am trying but I was not  prepared for how long it would take to get my arms back to normal. I am getting a little impatient … Continue reading Cuckoo Clock 

January 14/2017  I finally got my call from the Cross Cancer. (Even the name of that place is scary). I am booked to see the Oncologist on February 15 th. So much for getting me in really fast. That is two months after surgery. I told the nurse I wanted to get in earlier, of … Continue reading Staying home 

January 12/2017 I just wanted to talk about the things that are difficult since my surgery. I still have very little feeling under my arms and along my shoulders on my back. My doctor says it is all normal. But it is making it very difficult to shave under my arms. I am scared to … Continue reading It’s the small things. 

January 10/2017  Finally I seem to have my pain under control again. Although my surgeon dosen't want me to take to much pain meds. My family doctor says if you need it take it. It is not a long term thing so go ahead. I have decided to take the advice of my family doctor. … Continue reading Out with the old, in with the new