January 7/2017 

Had a better sleep last night. But slept through my morning meds so had a rough start to the day. Once my meds kicked in it was better  But again tonight pretty soar. I am taking meds but I think after doing stuff all day it makes me more soar. I will just work through this as best I can.  I need to get better before my next steps. 

I actually gave Jamie a haircut today. He had to slide down low in the chair but he got a hair cut.  But of course the phone rang in the middle of the haircut. I went to get it but missed it. It was my surgeon calling back from yesterday. ( a day late). Her message was to call the office and she would get back to me. I called the office right back CLOSED. I call three more times in the next hour, every time CLOSED. I felt like I was in a twilight zone. Call back but we are not there. Whatever. I will call back Monday and see what’s up. 

Had a friend and her husband come by for a visit today. Afraid I am not that good of company these days. I am not moving around as much as I was.  Anyway she brought me some tomato sauce and salsa made from her garden veggies, also a beet dish. I am all set when Jamie does go away.   Thanks Jayne and Jamie ❤️

Because I am saving all the food friends and family have brought.  Jamie decided tonight was his night to do supper. So he ordered in. Works for me. Poor guy is feeling so helpless wants to do something to make me feel better but there really is nothing. Just time. 

It is ….. I wanted to sat funny but it is not funny……just lost for a word….. Funny ….how pain works. Because it can take you down so fast. I have had so little motivation to even walk around. Or eat ( I could miss a few meals anyway). But I just want to curl up on my big chair with my heated blanket and not move.  Even though I know I need to move these arms. I am trying. I really am trying. I also hate how the tears are always just so easy to come. I am not really a cry baby and I don’t want everyone to worry. But I don’t do pain very good. I am hoping tomorrow will be a better day. I am better…I think …. than I was yesterday😡

Jamie is trying to get me going he says he is taking me for a pedicure and manicure tomorrow. I sure hope I am up to it. He told our Grandaughters he would take them too. So he is making plans I can’t get out of.  Lol. I know his game.  I am going to try to get this body movin tomorrow. I would love a mani/ pedi. 

Sorry this was kind of a whinny blog tonight. But I am keeping it real. The pain is real the frustration is real. But luckily tomorrow is another day. Another day under my belt to a healthier me. 

Beth😇