April 30/2017 Finally I have some good news, I have been feeling good for three days counting today. That was a very long stretch of feeling sick. I was starting to get pretty down as I am sure you could all see with my last few posts.  I did some really long hours of reflecting … Continue reading Luck of the draw 

April 25/2017  I made it home safe and sound from the hospital. A little worse for the wear. That was by far one of the worst hospital stays I have ever, ever had. Friday night was also a shit show. About 5 pm the nurses came in to tell me I was moving again 4 … Continue reading Home 

April 20/2017 I swear you can not make these shit up.  Today is a tough day for my family, even 21 years after BJ died I still grieve for him everyday. I know people will think that is not possible, but I am here to tell you it is . Grief never ever goes away … Continue reading Shit Show 

April 19/2017  Well my friends you can not make this stuff up !! I have had a wild 36 hours.  It started about Friday last week I was feeling pretty sick, then Saturday I finally had a better day I thought I had turned a corner, only to get worse Easter Sunday.  I did go … Continue reading The Blue Recliner Chair 

April 13/2017 It has been one week today since I have left the house. This chemo really kicks my ass. That being said this is the best day I have had in a week. If I feel this good tomorrow we are getting out of this box. I need groceries and Jamie said he would … Continue reading My Jamie 

April 9/2017  I am feeling the results of the chemo again. Definatley not feeling well. The taste of burnt tires is really wearing on me. I think it is getting worse each time. The taste is so awful I can't stand the taste or smell of anything. I even feel the smell of the chemo … Continue reading Chemo Sucks

April 5/2017 Well Jamie and I are getting used to living together again. I have turned down the furnace a couple degrees, so he can cope with the heat in here.  Because I was so cold the other night I kept turning up the heat. Finally I realized he had the bedroom window open, so … Continue reading Big needles 

April 1/2017 Finally I am feeling better !!! Yippie!!!  I told Jamie he has something to do with it, and a part of that just might be true. So nice to have him home. I am enjoying the company in the evenings, although I am so tired these days, and he is used to working … Continue reading Grey’s Anatomy