May 10/2017

I have not done my blog for a while now. But I was getting all my ducks in a row. It took me a little while. This might just be short but sweet tonight. 

As I said in my last blog the cross is no longer treating me. So I have decided to look into alternative treatments. It takes a lot of time to figure out which treatments are good and which are not. Then to decide what treatments were for me and what I want to put my body through. I will say it is a work in progress. I hope everyone will be patient with me and my family as we walk this journey together, trying to navigate through some really rough roads.  I will continue to write my blog as I always have something to say. But I will only write when I know what is going to work for me. Thanks for understanding 😘

Through all this rough part I have had more love and support than I could ever believe, and I am so humbled by it all. I have such a renewed faith in people, and all the good  people just in my little circle, I thank everyone who reached out to me. To everyone who has supported our decisions and the ones we have yet to make. I know we are on the right path it is just going to take me a little longer. But I have done things the hard way my whole life so why would this be any different ? Lol 

I have had a week now of very restless nights lots of time awake and lots of time to think, my brain and my body are in overdrive. I lay awake at night and plan everything out in my head, but morning comes and I change my mind. Nights are weird like that I am not sure why the dark of night makes you think such weird things but it sure does for me. 

My Family, has supported me through all of this, I know I write about them lots, but I hit the jackpot when God was handing out family. I just can’t say enough good about how ALL of my family has jumped in to help and support me and us. I could not do this alone, knowing that they are all walking right along side of me gets me through every day. I thank them all with all my heart ❤️

Lastly I guess I ask everyone to keep me in there prayers, I am a big believer they will help. I will keep posting as I can. Love to all 

Tonight’s saying : Accept what is, let go of what was, have faith in what will be 

Beth 😇