August 21/2017

Livin the life in Fort St John. Lol lol  but really I am spending some real quality time with Jamie and Mac, Gordon well he is busy with a new love so he dosent have much extra time. Mac has had a couple extra days off so we have been hanging out. Thanks Mac for still wanting to spend time with your Mom ❤️  Jamie and I have had some time together finally after the rough year we had with all my cancers and then the broken pelvis. It has been nice just to be together. I think he has really missed me too, he holds my hand all the time and is watching out for me whatever I do. Kind of feels like kids again. Lol lol I am a very lucky woman and I know it. Thanks to my guys for all your love 😘😘😘

Today was laundry day, I had a pretty weird thing happen and it had me kind of grossed out all day. I am very close to the laundromat, so I take my stuff to the washer and come back to the trailer, then I go back and put my clothes in the dryer and come back to my trailer, it is much better than sitting waiting at the laundromat. I can actually see the doors to the laundromat from my window so that is how close I am.  Anyway I washed my clothes then went back and put everything in the dryers, when I went back to get my clothes from the dryers. One of the dryer doors was open, I really didn’t think much about it at the time but as I started to fold my clothes I realized that some of  panties were missing. I checked all the washers I had used and re-checked the dryers, but they were gone. I have been totally creeped out ever since. I did go to the office and told the lady running this place, because there are cameras everywhere. But she says they don’t record everything. She checked and they were not taping today. The bad part is I spend all day alone here at this trailer park, luckily today Mac was off so he was here. Tomorrow I plan on keeping my doors locked all day. Not a good thing. We will see how things go !!! 

Well I thought I got through radiation without a hitch “BUT” that is not true, I am a mess I have blisters all over and peeling skin all over, plus very raw open skin. Very painful, I am using all my creams and potions, but nothing is really helping. I am in some pain now that is not good either. I finally sent a e-mail to my Mexico doctor because I brought home some DMSO cream and I wanted to know if I could use it. He got back to me in about 3 hours, all the way from Mexico.  He told me to use the cream it is great for burns. I used it all day today not much relief yet but I am hoping by tomorrow I will be in less pain. Fingers crossed 🙏🏼, I don’t think I want to go to the hospital here, although I might not have much choice if I don’t improve in the next day or so. 

Hard to believe but in about 3 weeks I will be back in Mexico for my follow up. I am looking forward to going there and showing the clinic how great I am doing. I bet they don’t even know me, I wore a hat the whole time I was there, now I have this curly brown hair. I guess they don’t know I used to be a blond. But they sure have not seen me with hair. It should be fun. 

Jamie and the boys are getting 4 days off over the September long weekend, both the boys are going home it has been 3 months since they were home. Jamie and I are staying here he dosen’t want to do much he needs a rest and if we go home he will be busy doing stuff I know. So we are going to just hang out here and let Jamie get some much needed rest. Also spend some quality time together ❤️🍾💐

I have been here for almost a month now and I can’t believe the change in daylight and the weather already. Jamie gets up at 5 am, I get up with him I make a lunch for him and a pot of coffee, for his thermos and travel mug. When I got here a month ago it was daylight at 5am, everyday it is getting a little darker in the mornings. It is also getting colder at nights because we have had to run the furnace to warm this place up. What happened to summer? I don’t want it to be over yet. Boo hoo 

Today’s saying : She made broken look beautiful and strong, look invincible. She walked with the universe on her shoulders and made it look like a pair of wings. 💪🏻

Beth 😇