Where has the time gone ?? Summer has quickly turned to winter as we had snow this week here in Alberta. Not funny at all 😢actually quite the opposite it is a little depressing. Most of the snow has gone now but I did have to shovel off my truck on Wednesday morning to go to town. I have not yet shovelled the step because I thought it would melt. But no such luck. Yup it is still there my footprints and all lol lol. The worst thing is we are expecting more snow tonight. And yes it is still actually summer in Alberta. This just sucks 😬

We have had a great summer, Jamie was home all summer with me and it was so great. We got lots done in the yard. Then we put the house up for sale again. Hoping with fingers crossed 🤞 that it will sell. So we can get on with our life and a much smaller existences. Lol I am trying so hard to downsize but I like so much of my stuff!!!!!!! We did have a very large garage sale last weekend in conjunction with the Gibbons town wide garage sale. We sold so much stuff it was really great. Downsizing has begun……….

We had a busy summer too. my niece Danielle was married to her best friend and love of her life Ian. Our whole family was very involved in everything. We had a fun shower for her at my place. It was a high tea shower and everyone wore fascinators. We decorated everything so beautiful and had a lovely day for it after a few showers. That was followed by an evening of a stagette. Then the wedding day was even more spectacular, we also had a few showers but never at anytime that counted and the ceremony went on outside without a hitch. The beautiful day ended with a unbelievable fireworks display. I wish them lots of love and happiness and many years of joy ahead. ❤️❤️

I am feeling really good, I am so so happy to say that. I continue to follow my Mexico regime. I am sure that is what is keeping me healthy and so far my cancer is at bay. The hoxsey diet I am on has become a part of my life I really don’t find it hard to follow anymore. I also don’t really miss most of the foods I “can’t” have anymore. Really that is what is keeping me alive, not eating any of the things that make cancer grow inside of me. So I have given in whole heartily to this way of life. Poor Jamie he is following most of my diet too, mostly because I am the cook and he gets to eat what the cook makes. Sorry Babe.

I really want to live…..because I love my Jamie, my kids and my grandkids. I have so much I want to see with them all yet. And also do with them all yet. That being said, I know that everyday I am here is a gift and I need to appreciate that gift. I need to live my life to the fullest, enjoying everyday every moment. And I plan on doing just that.

I am now planning my trip back to Mexico for my next treatment. Again where does the time go? Almost 6 months have gone by again. I look forward to going back to get my tests done to be sure I still have no active cancer. As I get closer to the six months I begin to stress and worry, I know I shouldn’t but that is way easier said then done. That BIG “C” is so very very scary. Lucky me I am taking my sister with me again, I am looking forward to some quality sister time. Right after I get the news that the big “C” is not active again. We have had some good laughs down there together…right Cathy?

I need to say sorry for not writing in my blog for so long. I needed to do some soul searching and some healing this summer. I think I have done a lot of that. I am feeling stronger and more fierce than ever. So on I go living my life to the fullest. With all the people that I love with me❤️

Today’s saying: Forgive people in your life, even those who are not sorry for their actions. Holding on to anger only hurts you, not them!!

Another one for today: “If you don’t heal what hurt you, you’ll bleed on people who didn’t cut you..

Beth 😇