We are on the move again. We have moved to Fraser Lake BC. A small little town kind of reminds me of Gibbons. So as you might have guessed I feel right at home. I am still getting my bearings, but I can tell I am going to feel happy here. Of course I am much happier just being with Jamie. That’s always my happy place. It was a long winter by myself in Edson. Thank goodness my friend Sherri was there ❤️ we kept each other busy always doing something.

I did have a broken ankle March and most of April. I am glad to say I have moved on from that. Packing and moving was not fun carrying that big boot around. We had a rough start to our morning when we were leaving Edson. One of the pullouts would not go in. We tried everything and I mean everything. We were packed and ready to leave at 6:30 am and didn’t leave until 10 am. We were both pretty grouchy. We googled and watched about 10 different videos on how to put the pullout in, nothing was working. Finally we called the Edson trailer dealer Happy Camper who have an emergency number. Thank “God” and Cory came out and figured it out. Just a stupid switch off. Lol lol sooooo simple but soooo hard. A shout out to Happy Camper for fantastic service. Finally we were off. I guess everything happens for a reason came into play here, maybe we missed an accident or something that day. We drove the whole day in beautiful sunshine. We arrived about 6 pm. We got the trailer set up and thought we would worry about getting everything ready the next day. BUT it was cold and miserable the next day of course it even snowed. So we were out there in the snow getting set up. Lol lol pipeline life ❤️

I have been busy here too. I staining and painting everything in sight. As per usual with me. I know my sisters are laughing as they read this. Lol lol. I got a new picnic table,4 flower planters, and 6 chairs for my fire pit all made of wood. Raw wood. I have the place looking pretty good already. all our neighbours were asking if I was selling stuff ? They loved all the things I did. I even painted the big panel box for power on my site. Got to keep a girl busy. He he he. Pipeline life ❤️

I am doing good and staying healthy as I can. I have been working hard to loose weight and I have lost 22lbs so far. ( I really needed to) Covid was hard on my body, not going anywhere I ate a lot. ( I never had covid I just mean the staying home doing nothing ) Lol lol I continue my hoxsey diet. I was talking to a friend of mine from my Mexico trips I told her I was sick of being on the hoxsey diet. She gave me a reality check by saying “ we’ll look at how healthy you and no active cancer your so lucky “ I know she is right and I stopped complaining about being on hoxsey. Sometimes we need a check in life to move on. I got mine. Thanks Nicole ❤️

I went with a very good friend of mine to a compassionate friends meeting in March. She also lost a son. I have not been for a few years I think about 5. I was in total shock, I was the oldest ( not in years age) but in grief age. It is a thing . BJ has been gone for 26 years. Most of the people were 1or 2 years. But because of Covid there were no meeting for 2 years. When Jamie and I started to go in 1996 I thought I would never survive a day, a week, a month, for sure not ever a year. But here we are 26 years later. I can still go to a very dark lonely place with just the sound of a song or a beautiful sunny day and even a special day like Mothers Day. These are all still triggers for me and I find myself missing BJ so much. No the pain is not as bad as it was when he first died. But I know now there will always be pain. Because he will always be missed. A L W A Y S 💔💔 Time does not heal all wounds. 💔💔

Todays saying : Every woman needs a “ no matter what” friend. Someone they can call “ no matter what” someone they can vent to “ no matter what “ someone she doesn’t have to explain herself to “ no matter what “.

Number 2 : loving a child exposes places in the heart that you didn’t even know existed. Losing a child does the same. ❤️

Beth 😇