May 23/2017 Started my second week of treatment down here in Mexico. I am so happy to tell everyone that I am feeling more like my old self everyday. These treatments seem to be working for me, I am so happy I made the decision to come down here.  I am missing home and my … Continue reading Mexico time 

May 17/2017  Hello everyone. Sorry it has taken me so long to get back to my blog and fill everyone in on my life.  Last time I wrote I said that that thing had taken a turn for the worse for me as my Dr in Edmonton could no longer give me any help for … Continue reading Mexico Bound 

May 10/2017 I have not done my blog for a while now. But I was getting all my ducks in a row. It took me a little while. This might just be short but sweet tonight.  As I said in my last blog the cross is no longer treating me. So I have decided to … Continue reading Ducks in a row ( play offs tonight ) 

May 4/2017 So where do I start? First of all it was one year ago today I had my left kidney removed because of cancer. That was the start of the change in my life, that I did not even see coming. How could I have? What a year I have had.  So now as … Continue reading Keeping it real 

April 30/2017 Finally I have some good news, I have been feeling good for three days counting today. That was a very long stretch of feeling sick. I was starting to get pretty down as I am sure you could all see with my last few posts.  I did some really long hours of reflecting … Continue reading Luck of the draw 

April 25/2017  I made it home safe and sound from the hospital. A little worse for the wear. That was by far one of the worst hospital stays I have ever, ever had. Friday night was also a shit show. About 5 pm the nurses came in to tell me I was moving again 4 … Continue reading Home 

April 20/2017 I swear you can not make these shit up.  Today is a tough day for my family, even 21 years after BJ died I still grieve for him everyday. I know people will think that is not possible, but I am here to tell you it is . Grief never ever goes away … Continue reading Shit Show 

April 19/2017  Well my friends you can not make this stuff up !! I have had a wild 36 hours.  It started about Friday last week I was feeling pretty sick, then Saturday I finally had a better day I thought I had turned a corner, only to get worse Easter Sunday.  I did go … Continue reading The Blue Recliner Chair 

April 13/2017 It has been one week today since I have left the house. This chemo really kicks my ass. That being said this is the best day I have had in a week. If I feel this good tomorrow we are getting out of this box. I need groceries and Jamie said he would … Continue reading My Jamie 

April 9/2017  I am feeling the results of the chemo again. Definatley not feeling well. The taste of burnt tires is really wearing on me. I think it is getting worse each time. The taste is so awful I can't stand the taste or smell of anything. I even feel the smell of the chemo … Continue reading Chemo Sucks