April 5/2017 Well Jamie and I are getting used to living together again. I have turned down the furnace a couple degrees, so he can cope with the heat in here.  Because I was so cold the other night I kept turning up the heat. Finally I realized he had the bedroom window open, so … Continue reading Big needles 

April 1/2017 Finally I am feeling better !!! Yippie!!!  I told Jamie he has something to do with it, and a part of that just might be true. So nice to have him home. I am enjoying the company in the evenings, although I am so tired these days, and he is used to working … Continue reading Grey’s Anatomy 

March 28/2017 Today was supposed to be my third round of chemo, but when I saw my oncologist (Dr Dick Au) yesterday, I explained how I have been so sick first with nauseous then severe diarrhea. He said that I had been to sick to long and cancelled chemo for at least a week.  I … Continue reading Shit Show 

March 26/2017  Although I am trying to keep my blog real. I am finding it hard to write anything these days. It is hard when you have so much doom and gloom. It has been 10 days of being sick. I am getting really run down and tired of being so stuck to my house. … Continue reading Sunshine on my face 

March 23/2017 I am going to keep my blog real ..... With that I will say these last two weeks have been hell. I had a few good days right after chemo last time then all hell broke loose. I spent a whole week at home so nauseous that I could hardly get off the … Continue reading Not fun being sick 

March 19/2017  Three months ago today I woke up in the hospital and I had a double mastectomy. It was pretty horrific. I knew that day my life as I knew was never going to be the same. I didn't even know then myself how true those words were going to be.  I have come … Continue reading Brick Wall

March 15/2017  Today was day three of feeling so sick, it really starts to get to you. I have gone through all my books and binder and notes to see if there is anything for a quick cure for this nausea, "NOPE" nothing, just have to go through it. So go through it I am. … Continue reading Missing my Mom 

March 13/2017 I had a really rough night last night. I was up sick all night. I keep taking the meds to help with the nausea but I wonder sometimes if I would be better just throwing up and getting it over with??? This kind of nausea is the absolute worst, nothing....nothing makes it better. … Continue reading Burnt Tires 

March 10/2017  Four days since my second round of chemo. I seem to be doing even better than last time. I am taking my nauseous meds but I really don't feel sick.  Which is really weird because I got more chemo drugs this time. Or at least I think I did. Hard to believe that … Continue reading Getting pretty

March 8/2017  Round two of chemo down for the count. The nurse called my chemo drugs the " The Red Devil " because it is red and it is like putting the devil into your body. Not very comforting I thought, but at this point what do I do ?  I need it.  My friend … Continue reading The Red Devil