March 6/2017  Tomorrow is round two of chemo. Not looking forward to it, but I know it is a means to the end.  I just don't like the being sick after. Hard to believe already round two. I go into this round with a lot more knowledge.  I now know what to expect, what it … Continue reading Well oiled wheel. 

March 3/2017  Cancer sucks.  Just in case I have never said that before !! Another day spent at the Cross Cancer. I know my way around their like a old pro now. I even fit in better each time I go there, now I have no hair and a little funny hat like many many … Continue reading Port Day 

March 1/2017 One year ago today I had a doctor appointment with a urologist, I thought it was just a routine check up after undergoing some tests for blood in my urine. Little did I know that day would change my life forever and the next year would be a year full of one bad … Continue reading Little did I know

February 28/2017  Today it started. Yup it sure did. Just a little bit this morning, a little more this afternoon. Tonight I can't even touch it. That's my hair !!!!! Coming out in clumps. But I have decided to wait and shave it tomorrow with both my sisters here. I hope it dosent get all … Continue reading Drop of a Hat ?? 

February 25/2017  Life goes by so fast some times, we forget to stop and smell the roses. Or so the saying goes. We all get so busy in our lives, that sometime  weeks months then years go by and we realize that we have some very special friends that we have just not taken the … Continue reading Smell the roses 

February 23/2017  I had a little tea party here on Monday night. Both my sisters and my Aunt all came over. My Aunt lives in the USA so we don't get to see her much. We had quite the visit.lots of giggles.  Got all caught up on the old times and our families old stories. … Continue reading Tea party 

February 20/2017  It has now been two months since I had my surgery and one week since chemo. I didn't like either one. I am still amazed at what we do to our bodies with a surgery like I had. Then come through it and now to get on with my life. Chemo has put … Continue reading “They” 

February 17/2017 Well where do I start? Having a few side effects after my first treatment of chemo. Nothing to bed yet. Very tired but can't seem to get a good nights sleep, I feel very anxious, I am sure because of all the drugs in my system. I try to fall asleep all night … Continue reading Four Days after chemo 

February 14/2017 Today was the first day of chemo. I can't lie pretty scary. Even more scary walking into the cross and saying I am here for my first round of chemo. We were sent immediately to the fourth floor, the nurse fondly referred to it as the penthouse suite. Not really what I thought. … Continue reading Day one of Chemo 

February 13/2017 Well here I am sitting the night before the big day.  Usually it is a exciting thing the night before...... The night before I married the love of my life, the night before I had both my beautiful baby boys, the night before Christmas which became so exciting when you have kids,the night … Continue reading I want to live