February 10/2017  First thing this morning I had to drop off my drug concoction at the drug store. I pulled up and parked, the car in front of me had "BJK 1959". BJ's initials and my birth year. He is always with me on my toughest days. More bad news  Another day at the Cross … Continue reading Show on the road 

February 8/2017 Well !!!!!! That was a much tougher day than I expected. But I did get through it one foot in front of the other. Minute by minute, because the day was very long.  On the way to my sisters today I saw 4 licence plates with BJK on them that is for my … Continue reading Tough day 

February 7/2017  I definatley am seeing some improvements. Baby steps but improvements. I put the Kleenex box back on top of the fridge and I can reach it now if I need one.my arms are working.  I have had a step beside my bed ever since I had my accident and broke my pelvis. I … Continue reading Baby steps 

February 4/2017 I have had a couple really rough nights. When you don't get much sleep it affects everything. First off I am so tired all day, I have had naps the last two days again, but that could be what keeps me up at night. It becomes a vicious cycle. It also gets my … Continue reading “I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing”

February 2/2017  The squeaky wheel gets the grease.  Today I got a call from the Cross Cancer and I have my appointment moved up to next Wednesday. I can hardly believe it. I even told the lady who called me.  I said I never thought I would get in earlier. She said we try !!! … Continue reading Squeaky Wheel 

January 30/2017 I decided that I wanted to have some before and after pictures of myself. Before surgery, and then after my surgery. So I took some bare naked pictures of myself. Not the prettiest but I wanted to remember my old (56 year old) breasts. I told Jamie that I did this and he … Continue reading Pictures 

January 29/2017  I might not need physio on my arms as they are getting better and better, I used them a lot today. I was pretty proud of myself how much better I am getting. I. Surprised myself lifting stuff and hauling out bags of clothes today.  I cleaned my closets today, a job I … Continue reading PINK 

January 26/2017 I have taken a few days off. Mostly because I really do have a pretty boaring life. I was not going anywhere or doing anything so I had very little to say. But I am back..... I have had a few nice surprises I got a beautiful package delivered to my house on … Continue reading On the Road Again 

January 21/2017 I know the word death scares most people. The truth be told it scares me too. But I wanted to talk about it. I am not talking about it because I think I am dying, although I know that someday I will too. This isn't about just me dying it is about death. … Continue reading Death

January 19/2017  One month today!!! Since I had my double mastectomy. It seems so much longer. But it also seems to me that I should be farther along in my recovery. But the body can only heal so fast.. I can definatley see progress, so let's go with that.  I have had a couple of … Continue reading Cancellation list