January 17/2017  So my Jamie is off to work and I feel like I did when we were first married and he had to go to work. I never wanted him to go and I would cry and make him feel bad. Well at least I waited until he left to cry. What a baby … Continue reading Sensitive 

January 16/2017 I told Jamie today that I was going to go to physiotherapy, I just feel it is taking to long to get my arms working. I really am trying but I was not  prepared for how long it would take to get my arms back to normal. I am getting a little impatient … Continue reading Cuckoo Clock 

January 14/2017  I finally got my call from the Cross Cancer. (Even the name of that place is scary). I am booked to see the Oncologist on February 15 th. So much for getting me in really fast. That is two months after surgery. I told the nurse I wanted to get in earlier, of … Continue reading Staying home 

January 12/2017 I just wanted to talk about the things that are difficult since my surgery. I still have very little feeling under my arms and along my shoulders on my back. My doctor says it is all normal. But it is making it very difficult to shave under my arms. I am scared to … Continue reading It’s the small things. 

January 10/2017  Finally I seem to have my pain under control again. Although my surgeon dosen't want me to take to much pain meds. My family doctor says if you need it take it. It is not a long term thing so go ahead. I have decided to take the advice of my family doctor. … Continue reading Out with the old, in with the new 

January 8/2017  Finally I have some relief from four days of terriable pain. Not sure if the drugs are finally kicking in or I am just getting better. But whichever it is I am glad for the reprieve.  I had a pretty good day today.  Jamie made plans to take me and the grandkids for … Continue reading 40 years ago 

January 7/2017  Had a better sleep last night. But slept through my morning meds so had a rough start to the day. Once my meds kicked in it was better  But again tonight pretty soar. I am taking meds but I think after doing stuff all day it makes me more soar. I will just … Continue reading Whinny 

January 6/2017 I have had two really rough days with pain.  I suffered through yesterday taking what I had left of my pain meds. But today I was out of pain meds and hurting so much. I called my nurse navigator to just see if she could help answer to why I was having so … Continue reading Move On 

January 4/2017 I am really doing a lot these days.  Today I even drove the car. By myself. Yup I sure did. I went to St Albert to a meeting with Mac. I did really good, with these arms. I just had to turn corners with the bottom part of the steering wheel. Funny how … Continue reading Stepping Out 

January 3/2017  Today was the day !!!! I did get my air bags out. Yyyiiipppiiieee.  But first I will tell you about my day. Jamie and I always go early to my appointments today was no different. He always stops and gets us each a Timmies first. We followed the routine today. But I decided … Continue reading We Got This