July 14/2017

Today was day thirteen of twenty radiation treatments. I seem to be doing good as the technicians keep telling me because I have no burn yet and no blisters. I am finding that I am tired now. I have not told them at the cross but I am sure it is the DMSO that my doctor from Mexico gave me that is keeping me going so strong. Maybe I am just tougher than I realized, let’s go with that. Lol 

Today when I was laying on my couch ( in the radiation room at the cross) as they call it , but it is a cold very skinny table to me, anyway….while this huge lazier machine was radiating me , I looked up as I always do but this time I saw this box, the one that had the CAUTION sign on it and I noticed a little green face looking back at me. It was a circuit board but it looked just like a little face with the mouth wide open looking right back at me. Next week I am going to try to take a picture and put it on here. It was just so weird. The first time I noticed it and I have looked up there thirteen times already. It is the only thing on the ceiling. But today I saw a green face. Pictures to follow next week. I will see what everyone else thinks. 

I am getting ready to go see Jamie at the end of the month. I have been very concerned about being in Fort St John without a car.  I even told Jamie that maybe I should drive. But he was not hearing me driving that far by myself.  I kind of agree, not sure if I am strong enough yet to drive 7 hours. But oh how I want a vehicle.  Today Jamie came up with a great idea, a friend of ours hauls stuff up to Fort St John every week, Jamie called him and asked him if he could bring my little Mercedies and he said of course he would. I am so happy 😊thanks babe your the best, great idea now I can fly and my car will be waiting for me when I get there . ✈️

I actually have lots of hair now. Not quite enough for a style but definatley enough to say I have hair but “WOW” has it ever come in dark, it almost looks black and lots of gray. This might me a whole new me with a salt and pepper look. I stopped by at my mother in laws today and she didn’t even know who I was she said she new the voice but my hair was so different and dark she kept looking at me. It was kind of funny. I actually had Cathy trim up my neck last week because it was kind of fuzzy. My first haircut in five months  💇🏼

I finally did do a little complaining to the head honcho of the company doing the fix up on my house. Finally I seem to be getting the work done. The screen on the deck got done today, and the guy doing the crazy mixed up job of the siding said he will be finished Wednesday of next week. Finally I will be comfortable in my own home. I have had to keep the blinds closed because I never new which window he was going to be at. Not fun going to the bathroom when someone is working right at that window. Everything back to normal next week. Yea !!

Today’s saying:  Attitude to Inspiration…….Yes, it is true… The hardest walk you will ever take is the one you take alone. But if you allow it, it will be the one walk that will make you the strongest. 💪🏻

Beth 😇