October 24/2017 

So I head home tomorrow……..and of course it decides to snow tonight!  So far we have about 3 inches and it doesn’t look like it is letting up. My little red Mercedies is not a winter car, so I have my fingers crossed that this snow stops so I can make it home. Gordon and his girlfriend are coming home too. Gordon has offered to drive my car if the weather is bad. Looks like I am going to let him. Wish me luck 🍀  Lol lol 

I really hate to leave here and leave Jamie alone again. But hopefully he is nearing the end of the job and will be home soon too. Tonight I made a big stew so he and Mac can just warm it up for a couple of nights. Tomorrow the smart pig goes through the pipe and if all goes well then they won’t be to long after me. ( The smart pig runs through the inside of the pipe and checks for any and ever imperfection, if there are any they have to fix them before anybody goes home. It is the final stage of the pipeline , my guys have their fingers crossed that all goes well and the smart pig finds no imperfections…..just a little FYI) The trailer is colder now, as the temperatures have dropped. We had a terrible wind last night I thought we were going to blow right off our axels, Jamie slept right through it and Mac told me he never heard a thing either. That’s ok I worried enough for all of us 😬

I am going home tomorrow because I have a date night with Jolee and Cathy and Lynne Thursday night at the coliseum   We are all going to see Theresa Caputo, I am hoping that I can channel BJ and she can tell me something about him, like that he is happy and safe in the arms of Jesus with my Mom and my sister Debby. I had no luck last time I went to a psychic, but I have hope that maybe this time he will come through. Wish me luck 🍀

I wanted to write tonight about,”my story”. I have really wrote very truly about all I have been through with Doctors, medical centres, and even my Mexico trips. But I wanted to tell everyone who is following me, that I am a person who believes very deeply,that we need to talk about these things  I mean my cancers and all my treatment, I really feel that in talking we can help each other. And maybe even save someone from going through the bad things that I went through or tell them all the good things I have done too. What worked and what didn’t. In doing this we all help each other. 

I have had a few calls from friends and family inquiring about my treatments, at home and in Mexico. I am only to happy to talk about it. So what I am saying is that if anyone has questions for them selves or for anyone else. I would be glad to talk to you and tell you my experiences and would be glad to help in any way I can. I hope that in sharing with each other we can help each other and maybe just maybe make things better. Because believe me when you hear the word “CANCER” your world stops turning. It is the scariest word and the first thing that goes through your mind is…. Am I going to die?  But truly there is so much we can do to help us live with cancer, that I think it dosent have to be as scary as it once was. That being said it scared the shit out of me and I do not like living with cancer. But we have to live with the hand we are dealt. Anyway you can contact me through my blog or as most people know I am a little addicted to Facebook, so you can find me there too, or messanger me. Whatever feel free to reach out. I will be glad to help anyone ❤️ in anyway I can ❤️

Today’s saying : Accept your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. And face your future without fear. 

Beth 😇