Wow I have been so busy the last two months. I have spent the last two months since Jamie has been gone, working at Mac’s house. It started out just doing a couple jobs. Some re-decorating painting and new bedding, taking down wall paper , then we got all new bedding. And that is when it sky balled into painting room. All over the house and taking out some very old outdated wall paper in the basement. But we had a few problems as they got a leak in the water pipes, after a very bad Plummer came by to fix it he made things much worse. We had to dry out the rugs for 3 weeks. Finally after the last leek I said we need to call the insurance. Smartest move we could have ever made. The carpet was not salvageable it was wet for over 3 weeks. There is some drywall being replaced and the ceiling tiles are being replaced too. So after all is said and done the basement will look brand new just like the upstairs does. So that’s my last two months.

Two weeks ago Mac’s fiancé got sick and I had to stay at the house for two weeks as she couldn’t be left alone or drive. So I became chief cook and bottle washer. Lol lol. It is a very busy household with 4 kids. They sure kept me on my toes. Cooking meals and cleaning up after them. And this 60 year old body can’t sleep on a couch one more night. Every bone in my body is hurting from that couch. Lol lol. Also going to and from school everyday. I was so pooped. Today I stayed home with Mac’s girls as they didn’t want to go to daycare, and there was no school. We had a great day just hanging out and relaxing, they even went outside and played in the snow storm with the dog. I really enjoyed our day together. After I dropped them off I came home and sat on my couch and fell asleep sitting up, I slept for two hours sitting up. Lol lol. But I wouldn’t change a day with my grand babies ever. ❤️

So a friend of mine asked me just lately if I was going to get reconstruction surgery? And just what I was waiting for? I guess I just didn’t really want to make a decision one way or the other. I have been leaning towards doing nothing, and I have finally made up my mind…..I have decided to not do any reconstruction surgery. Here is why? I don’t want to put my body or my family through anymore surgeries. I don’t think either one of us could do it. But!!!! I am going to do some plastic surgery to fix the lumps under both my arms from a mistake my surgeon made and left some extra skin. It looks so ugly I need it fixed. That is on my list to call on Monday and get back into my surgeon to fix this. Then I will live with my choice for however long I have left here on early. I will live my life happily and with no regrets. Cancer sucks

March “1st” was three years since my kidney cancer diagnosis. I just can’t believe it has been that long. It still feels like yesterday. But I thank God 3 years has gone by. Now I want another 40 years cancer free and I will be happy. That makes me 100 years old. That should be a good long life. Lol lol. I continue my Mexico supplements and diet. It really gets easier and easier. I don’t really even miss anything anymore. I think if I had sure again now I would probably get a migraine. So I keep on keeping on.

Today’s saying : There are two types of “Tired”. One where you require sleep, the other when you require peace 🤪

Beth😇