January 19/2018 

Finally I think I am all done my tests !!!!!  I had an ultra sound of my left arm and breast scar, looking for any lumps bumps or just anything un-usual. Happy to say all good there. I actually got the results from the radiologist, because in talking to the girl doing the exam I told her all the hell I have been through. She was very sympathetic and said she could not tell me anything. I totally understood, but when she took it to the radiologist to read he came back and said he could give me the results if I wanted. My body my results he said.  So he told me right there all was good nothing unusual. Yippie 👍🏻😬💐

Then this week I had a CT booked. I have blood in my urine again, which was how we found the first kidney cancer. So they are doing a total work-up checking out my kidney.  But this time no one would give me the results. I thought that was too good to be true again. So now I am on wait to see what my kidney doctor says. The good thing is I still feel good.  Except for I seem to be very tired all the time.  I think some of that is just winter for me. Not my favourite season.  ❄️⛄️💨

We are already talking about my next trip back to Mexico which is not until April first. But I am trying to coordinate with a couple of the girls I have been there with before. Looks like it just might work to all be there together again. I will miss my friend Sheila ❤️😇

Next week is going to be a big week for me. I am going to go and see my friend who works at the Wellness Center, I am going to look into reconstruction surgery. Wow that is a big word and a “LOT” scary. But I really need to find out about this. I think I will feel better about my body. Just so unsure about going under the knife again. I am going to get all the facts and then talk to my doctor in Mexico, and my doctor here and see what they say about all this. Then talk with my family and make my final decision. I don’t want watermelons, I am looking for a small orange or lemon size. Lol lol. But anything will be better than nothing at all. My Auntie Marie told me to get nice big ones, big enough to go over my belly and then I never have to worry about my belly again. Lol lol. Thanks for the advice Auntie Marie I will take it into concideration. 👍🏻

I had my Botox last week. For those who do not know I get this to help with migranes and it has been heaven sent for me. It has cut my migranes down to a couple a year instead of a couple every week some weeks. My Botox doctor is so awesome and he has followed me going through my cancers and even when I broke my pelvis. Then I told him about my time in Mexico and he has been so great telling me to do what I have to do to make myself healthy. We talked a lot this time before he finally did my 40 injections. ( yes 40). But I think we talked a little to much this time and I got my Botox a little low on my for head as my left eye is droopy and I can’t move my eyebrow. I feel like I am half asleep on that side of my face. But on the positive side I have no migranes. Lol lol 😜 I’ ll take the no migranes. 

Jamie is still home with no real jobs in the near future so it looks like. Thank goodness we love each other because we sure are spending a lot of time together theses days. He has taken me to all my appointments these last few weeks and waits patiently for me every time   We had an appointment yesterday and there was so much ice all over the road  where I had to get out of the truck. He came around to my side of the truck and walked me away from the ice, then after walked me right back to the door of the truck holding my arm the whole way. I think he is tired of me being sick or broken, and wants to be sure nothing else happens to me again. Me I feel that way a thousand times over. Thanks honey for all you do for me. ❤️ I know I am a lucky gal to have you in my life, you are the love of my life 😘

Today’s saying: number 1.. loving you is a wonderful way to spend a lifetime❤️.                       Number2… Sometimes it’s okay if the only thing you did today was ” Breath” 

Beth😇